Windy Days and Cool Nights

There is something
about windy days
and cool nights
that takes me back to the past.
I turn pensive
and I pause
feel the wind on my face,
look up at the sky,
at the stars
and I smile.
I remember
the me
I used to be.

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Published in: on March 19, 2017 at 10:00 am  Leave a Comment  
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Restless

There are so many things I want to do – stitch, write, organize, clean, watch a movie, take down fall decor and put up Christmas ones, and so on and so forth. But I do not know what to do. 

It’s Friday night and it is supposed to be the start of the weekend. I can drink a glass of wine, stay up late, have fun without thinking of work the next day. But instead I sit here pounding on my keyboard. 

I have always been a restless soul. I feel like I am constantly in search of something. What that something is, I do not know. All I know is that I must find that something and maybe then I will be restless no more. 

I wake up periodically at night. Almost every hour. I just randomly open my eyes, stare at the bedside clock and try my best to go back to sleep. And I love sleep, I love my naps. The funny thing is that I sleep more soundly when I am not in my own house. Last week when we were in Delaware, I slept like a baby. Not even getting up to pee in the middle of the night. Maybe it was the fact that we were on vacation and I do not have to think about anything else.

I should be doing something right now. My mind is alive but my body refuses to budge. 

The spirit is willing but the flesh is weak. 

Published in: on December 4, 2015 at 10:10 pm  Leave a Comment  
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Spring Has Sprung

  And so it begins, another Winter finally ended. Dark, cold, depressing days giving way to sunshine, life and hope. Of beginnings and the promise of a new life. reinventing, improving. 

I will be optimistic. I am trying my best , putting more effort on moving on, of living. 

i am back to running. i have joined the May push-up challenge. i have been watching what i eat. i am trying to clean, organize, cook, but have yet to go back to baking. 

one day at a time. 

Published in: on May 6, 2015 at 9:42 pm  Leave a Comment  
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