Horoscope for the Day

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Roses by the Smithsonian, Washington D.C.

I am not by any means a hard core astrology fan nor do I let my horoscope for the day dictate what I will and will not do. I read it and let it go, never taking it to heart. Sometimes though, the daily horoscope gets to me. But it’s more of an introspection than an epiphany.

This what I have for the day:

You feel like a drop of water in an ocean of opinions. But you matter. You contribute. You make a difference. Speak up, and don’t wait to be called on to do so.

This is exactly what I feel about blogging. Am I good enough to be heard? Do my opinions matter to anyone else? Although I put down my thoughts in writing to be able to look back on it (and it is way more convenient and faster than the conventional pen and paper), what other people think matter. Sometimes they matter a lot. Do people who read my blog like what they read? Do they have opinions on what I read? What do they think? Of the millions of blogs out there, I feel incredibly inferior and small and irrelevant sometimes. On the other hand, the women at pinoymomsnetwork are so awesome. A group of great minds. Mothers who make a difference. Those are blogs you would want to read. And there are a lot more blogs which are educational, and thought provoking. Me? I’m just me. Just like what Meredith said to George about Addison: “she’s Isabela freaking Rosellini and I’m… me!” But this horoscope makes me feel like I matter. And that sometimes it doesn’t matter what others think. What matters is that I think, that I speak up. And that I matter.

See, sometimes horoscopes aren’t bad at all. 

Published in: on June 5, 2007 at Comments (3)

Order of Posts

To anyone reading my blog: you might have noticed that I have multiple entries in one day. These were taken from my journal and I am just putting it here in my blog. I don’t know how to fix the order of posts nor do I have any idea how to back date my entries. Please bear with me. The dates might be off but the sentiments remain the same.

Published in: on April 27, 2007 at Comments (2)

Thought for the Day

A Thought on Hope and Perseverance:

“Nothing really worth having is easy to get. The hard-fought battles, the goals won with sacrifice, are the ones that matter.”

— Aisha Tyler

Published in: on March 7, 2007 at Comments (0)

It’s My First Day Alone

Yesterday was the first day I’ve been alone in a long time and I — (drum roll please) CLEANED. The whole house!!! I dusted, vacuumed, scrubbed, swiped, changed sheets, did the laundry, washed the dishes, and hammered some nails to hang frames. I’m weird that way, I guess. I can clean the house only when I’m alone. I’m not a neat freak but when I clean, I clean.
Cleaning hasn’t been one of my favorite things to do ever since. I’ve always preferred cooking or baking to any other household chores. But I do have my moments of weakness where I succumb to the calls of disinfectants, brooms and mops.
Today is day 2 of school and I am back to my regular routine. I am so glad! The day is gloomy and it looks like rain. Usually I feel sad and depressed but I’m not and I’m glad.
I can finally go back to going out by myself to shop, run errands and just browse. I’m free and I’m happy and I’m glad.

Published in: on September 6, 2006 at Comments (0)